Hey

hello bello!!!!
i noe i noe.
long time nvr blog...
wad happened? mati?
nope.
I'm jus busy wif life.
haha.

There is alot to talk abt...
Past memories and upcoming ones too.
but i'll jus talk abt yest..25 feb.

So, tday(yest), we planned to meet at 8.30am at yishun mrt.
most of us woke up at 9am in the end.
Andika was the only one on time...
in the end he went back home and waited.
haha.

So, at last, me, faat, mim, james,deddy and siti met at 10.30am.
WOW.
on time sia.
as wad faat said;
"kene bersabar saje.
kate janji melayu."
wth. haha.

then, we met poor andika at wdlds intrchg and made oour way to bedok.
the ride was damn long...
mcm nk gi thailand siol.
jamal was the sleeping pig.

couldn't resist distubing him.
wakakakaka.

then when we reached bedok, took the bus la.
then dno which idiot ask to alight.
damn far from ECP.
So, we had to walk all the way there.

We reached ECP and met wif the girls at 1.30
best pe. 8.30 siollll.

then played twister...
touching everywhere... i mean the mat.

aft dat played soccer and in the sea we ran.
i was the first thrown out, followed by jamal.

wth.
then rented bikes and cycled like mad.
oh yeah, qerl met up too before dat.

before this we went mac..eat fast game,
den cycle alot2.
mat rempit siol kite.
no hands!!!
haha.
oh yeah!!!!
Andika was half naked since we bathed in the sea.
he and his dolphin.
even at mac.
kaysiao sei.
with his renoma underwear.
haha.

So aft dat siraaj, syed and farah came.
so we talk2 a while.
threw Farah in the sea.
Syed and fie too.
mim, qerl, filzah, wani, siti went mac so they missed the fun.
wani was the best of the best.
haha.

then, aft a few was missed, we then bathed and headed home.
it was one day of fun.
tired sia.

yest was one hell of a day.
but damn tired sia.
carry farah.
5 guys carry alrd hard.
next time call crane. haha. busted.

till next time guys.
tc

Woohooo

So, yest...
was one happy day...

One of my wishes came true.
although its not exactly wad i wanted.
its somewhere there. haha.
the real one...
mayb a few years time. yeah.

So, yest morning i was supposed to go gym with siraj.
but in the end he overslept.
so nvrm la.
then met faat, went tamp for nothing.
baek pe. haha.
Wan Gates went all the way back to yishun while we went tamp.
wth.
haha.
in the end we met at city hall and circled penin.
we first surveyed guitars.
tested them.
aft dat we walk2 windowshopping.
we went to this vodoo shop.
ooooooooo
our butt hurts aft we left the shop.
i think we kena vodoo.
ouch.

haha.
then aft dat we went to this death metal shop.
Faat jus cnt stop screaming.
'jaackie foe ehwheoghah'
dno la wad he was saying. haha.

Then aft dat we went ljs.
ate.
met bull, ariff, mini me n frens.
haha. little children.
yp sia.

aft dat met my mum n dad.
went to the guitar shop.
pleaded this guitar;

guess how much????
$1600
WWWOOOOWWW
but its a great guitar.
but mayb when i grow up i'll get one.
haha.

So in the end i got to negotiate with my mum this guitar

it was a reasonable price.
$365
yeah. So got it in the end.
although i got a lecture the whole time by my mum..
it was worth it.
haha.

aft dat me n faat went nrthpt lepak for a while.
Syed came out of nowhere. wanted to kill somebody.
haha.
then siraj came.
but it was for a while till i eventually went home.

Although tday was something great...
i fell that something is missing in me.
i dno wad.
but i jus feel sumthing.
nvm.

so tday, going swimming with siraj.
or mayb gym?
depends on the sun.
haha.

so, thats abt it. i need some sleep.
but i cant sleep.
i dno y.
when i slp i wake up having headaches.
damn.

tc peeps

The Crimson
Atreyu

I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied
Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes
I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life
I can't hide the monster anymore
One can only feel desolate for so long
Until one starts to change
Into something the mirror doesn't recognize
I metamorphasize
The darkness has been biding its time
To claim its latest victim
Fresh meat for carnal desires
To become what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?

So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
(crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

And it pulses through, the desire to change
The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting your jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
(crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

And all I have is hope,
and all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope, I won't give in
Just live and breathe and try not to die again

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips
(crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

haha. i dnt noe wad to talk abt.
So jus let u all noe abit of 28 feb.
can't wait to buy a guitar.
but i feel empty.
tc

Heeeyyyyyy

helloooooooo
Look at the time!!!!
its 5+.
WOW!!!
I'm still awake. its getting normal for me.
i'm geting used to sleeping at 6+. aft subuh.
Dno y.

I try to have a shut eye but i wnt get peace.
well wad to do....

Well tday...i mean yest.
was okok uh.
I had to cabut from work to attend a meeting with my ustad.
at MOS.
I was supposed to work coz the shop needs manpower yest.
well, wad is valentine's day to me anyways.....
so, me n my frens were talking abt this fren.
whose bday is on 14 feb.
cool.
Even better, if his/her name is Valentine.
So, every year, the world celebrates Valentine's day.
wow. haha.

So, tday.
Gng to masjid for syarahan at 10.
Aft dat got jemputans. typical yeah.

Den gng swimming at yishun at 5 with SFR.

Need to enlarge our lungs.
vocal training. lol.

Btw, those interested abt the gig on 28 feb...
the playlist is UP THERE^^^^
Its gonna be one hell of a gig.
haha.
Careful yeah. dnt get caught up in a mosh.
haha.

I dnt noe if i shud slp or jus carry on the day.
cnfm die.
I need to talk to somebody.
well, i'm gng nocturnal.
lol

The power of the mind is the most powerful.
rmbr dat.
sooooo, stay positve and happy.
thats wad i learnt yest.
so gotta put it to full use.
haha.
tc ppl.

Hey there

Well, I'm back.
just for a moment.
A little down n hurt....
but its ok.
I'll get over it...I hope so.

Well, tday.. or isit yesterday...

was nothing much actually.
jus waoke up at 2pm.
do chores den go work.
Well i didn't have the mood to work actually.
I'm still fellin a lil moody.
Sumore got F****ing customers.
damn irritating
then aft work met siraaj and we talked thru the nite.

So, look at the time.
Its 5+ and i'm still not sleeping.
mayb i'm gng crazy. mayb not.
well, i jus hope evrybody is staying happy.
I'll try my best too.

As for those ppl who knows...
thanks alot for the comfort.
really appreaciate it.
but...
whats done is done.
so we just have to get over it.
But whats puzzlling me is dat my frens r feeling worse than me.
Weird.
Chill guys.
Its not the end of the world.

Oh yeah, for the tags...
i won't reply some irritating ones.
sry uh.
grow up please.

Also, my side project is having a gig.

On 28 feb.
Ultrasound.
like the 1st feb one.
at the arts house.
tics selling at 12 bucks.
This time it will be more hardcore.
Not for the faint hearted.
Seek For Revenge is the band name.
We will be covering songs from;
Avenged Sevenfold(WOOOHOOO!!!!!)
Atreyu
Iron maiden(maybe)
So, it will be 30 mins full of rock!!!!
interested for tics???
leave a tag and arrangements can be made.

Well thats about everything.
Gd mornite everybody.
I'm gna get some sleep.
zzzzz

How can i move on when i'm still in love with you?
I'll try.
I'll do my best.
I'll stay strong.

For every beginning,
there is an end.

For every friendship,
there is hatred.

For every hardship,
there will be comfort.

For every up,
there is a down side.

For every happiness,
there will be sorrows.

For every life,
there will be death.

For every love,
there will be seperation.

For all the things I've done,
I'm glad it was worth it.

Tday, I just lost a person of true love...
I lost half of my heart...
I understand the reason why...
Nobody wants to let go of a friend.
Especially a good, respectful one.
Well, I just got to carry on with life.
I'll stay strong.

Hellooooo

So, tday was smtg pictorial.
coz i got lots of pics.
they say,
'a picture tells a thousand words'.
so, figure these pics urself. haha.

so, i dnt noe how many words said alrd.
i think thousands alrd.
funny it seems so short.
so, basically tday i woke up at 11+.
den go jam.
den go out take lots n lots of pics.
haha.

Tml is a BIG day.
so, gna need alot of rest.
stay happy ppl. tc